Friday, February 25
-wodexinsuile-
today..after skool we waited for wei lik and jasmine to b released frm remedial..then mi..pinky..ah gal..wei lik..glenn..jasmine..jacqueline go kfc eat lunch..then eddy kor and binglong (sorry if spelled wrongly) come find us..then mi..ah gal..pinky and glenn take cab back to skool..for touch typing..hehex...they both second lesson..but i'm habing my 3rd lesson..lols..super funny..even the instructor knew mi..lols..then after tat..shiya wanna wait for glenn..pinky went to look for wei lik..so mi and ah gal play bball in skool..hahas..then after tat wait for glenn then go home le..reach home at 7..hais..then i heard some thing reali beri bad..tat made mi to b in a beri beri bad mood..hais..then i went to bathe..
chong liang shi de wo, bu qing chu liu xia wo lian kong de shi shui hai shi lei
hais..wo zhen de bu qing chu wo zi ji..wo bu xiang you na me yi tian..da ying wo hao bu hao? hais..
-plsbecarefulwithmi,i'mfragile-
today..after skool we waited for wei lik and jasmine to b released frm remedial..then mi..pinky..ah gal..wei lik..glenn..jasmine..jacqueline go kfc eat lunch..then eddy kor and binglong (sorry if spelled wrongly) come find us..then mi..ah gal..pinky and glenn take cab back to skool..for touch typing..hehex...they both second lesson..but i'm habing my 3rd lesson..lols..super funny..even the instructor knew mi..lols..then after tat..shiya wanna wait for glenn..pinky went to look for wei lik..so mi and ah gal play bball in skool..hahas..then after tat wait for glenn then go home le..reach home at 7..hais..then i heard some thing reali beri bad..tat made mi to b in a beri beri bad mood..hais..then i went to bathe..
chong liang shi de wo, bu qing chu liu xia wo lian kong de shi shui hai shi lei
hais..wo zhen de bu qing chu wo zi ji..wo bu xiang you na me yi tian..da ying wo hao bu hao? hais..
-plsbecarefulwithmi,i'mfragile-
what we could have been, 2/25/2005 09:27:00 PM.
-wohaoxiangni-
hais..nw in skool..com lab..super sianx..sarbene de lesson..hais..bored..=( later duno going where..ah gal and pinky gt touch typing..hais..no where to go..duno where bao bei going lehs..i dun tink he will pei mi lorx..hais..*sob* today no training summore..hais..i rather hab training lorx..then i wun b alone le marx..after skool..going inter..then come back skool i tink..i wanna go out..but no where to go..hais..dunno later eddy kor go where lehs..hais..=( bu zhi dao la..okay okay..i dun wanna type le..i'm tired..so bored..aniway..sianx 1/2..i kanna AV arhx..shitty sia..
-wobunengmeiyouni-
hais..nw in skool..com lab..super sianx..sarbene de lesson..hais..bored..=( later duno going where..ah gal and pinky gt touch typing..hais..no where to go..duno where bao bei going lehs..i dun tink he will pei mi lorx..hais..*sob* today no training summore..hais..i rather hab training lorx..then i wun b alone le marx..after skool..going inter..then come back skool i tink..i wanna go out..but no where to go..hais..dunno later eddy kor go where lehs..hais..=( bu zhi dao la..okay okay..i dun wanna type le..i'm tired..so bored..aniway..sianx 1/2..i kanna AV arhx..shitty sia..
-wobunengmeiyouni-
what we could have been, 2/25/2005 12:18:00 PM.
Thursday, February 24
-meiyoulenimeiyouaiqing-
hehex..juz came back from anglican..today hab tornament again..vs tkgs tis time..sure win de lorx..it's juz tat coach sae muz win them by 20..so beri nervous..mi and pinky both get to play..but pinky play shorter time than mi..cuz she play during ending part wot..i get to shoot 2 fa qiu..but i didn't ba wo..i missed..hais..shit sia..pinky also..hehex..cuz i lay up wot..then tat irrating person blocked mi..then foul lorx..pinky is kanna pushed..then fall on the ground..so foul..then horx..tkgs de supporters alot lorx..but..beri kp..use all those bottles to make noise..so noisy..can't even hear wot the coach is saying..then i so pek chek..hais..but at last..we still won la..but didn't met coach de expectation..total score is..38 vs 21..hais..abit oni lorx..hais..if mi and pinky de fa qiu go in..we will meet the expectation le lorx..hais..stupid mi..=( then after match..eddy kor and his fren come watch marx..then he sae he wanna fetch mi to bus stop..so i let him fetch lorx..then i keep shouting..cuz he scare mi..=( then after tat i came home le lorx..hais..so tired..wanna slp lo..
aniway..mi and bao bei okay le..i duno isit cuz eddy kor go tell him things or wot lorx..hais..duno la..but..we today in skool nv even tok lorx..i oni show him the sign on mua hand nia..nth else..hais..*sad* missing him lotx lots..*hugs* i miss his hugs..i miss everyting of him..wo xiang ta! hais.
dO u nOe hOw mUch it's huRt tO b miSsiNg u?
-babyi'mmissingu-
hehex..juz came back from anglican..today hab tornament again..vs tkgs tis time..sure win de lorx..it's juz tat coach sae muz win them by 20..so beri nervous..mi and pinky both get to play..but pinky play shorter time than mi..cuz she play during ending part wot..i get to shoot 2 fa qiu..but i didn't ba wo..i missed..hais..shit sia..pinky also..hehex..cuz i lay up wot..then tat irrating person blocked mi..then foul lorx..pinky is kanna pushed..then fall on the ground..so foul..then horx..tkgs de supporters alot lorx..but..beri kp..use all those bottles to make noise..so noisy..can't even hear wot the coach is saying..then i so pek chek..hais..but at last..we still won la..but didn't met coach de expectation..total score is..38 vs 21..hais..abit oni lorx..hais..if mi and pinky de fa qiu go in..we will meet the expectation le lorx..hais..stupid mi..=( then after match..eddy kor and his fren come watch marx..then he sae he wanna fetch mi to bus stop..so i let him fetch lorx..then i keep shouting..cuz he scare mi..=( then after tat i came home le lorx..hais..so tired..wanna slp lo..
aniway..mi and bao bei okay le..i duno isit cuz eddy kor go tell him things or wot lorx..hais..duno la..but..we today in skool nv even tok lorx..i oni show him the sign on mua hand nia..nth else..hais..*sad* missing him lotx lots..*hugs* i miss his hugs..i miss everyting of him..wo xiang ta! hais.
dO u nOe hOw mUch it's huRt tO b miSsiNg u?
-babyi'mmissingu-
what we could have been, 2/24/2005 05:43:00 PM.
Tuesday, February 22
-i'mcryingagain-
baobei asked mi pei him go temesek poly today..but i had to go back to skool at 3..but rod plus alot alot ppl called mi asking mi to pei him..saying wot he beri vexed blah blah..but i reali can't leave..keith were repeating every word they mentioned behind and one of their words strucked mi.. "25536 sae go b4 he break wif u" it reali strucked mi..and i was lyk huh?! i hate ppl especially mua stead to use tis type of things to threaten mi..i hate tat feeling..it shows mi tat he dun cherish tis relationship..even for my frens..if they wanna break frenship wif mi..it shows tat they dun even cherish the frenship between mi and them..it's the same..if they dun cherish..wot for i cherish..i'm tat kind of person..u may sae i'm unreasonable..or wot shit..but tell u seriously..tats the real mi..for the whole day..i'm juz telling my self tat bao bei has nth to do wif tat sentence..it's juz wot they sae..but tat sentence reali strucked mi..it broke my heart into pieces and pieces..it nearly made my tears fall..it almost made mi cut my self..it hurted mi..it tore my heart..and no one could help mi mend it back..hais..i reali duno wot to do nw lorx..hais..how? bwg arhs..its juz the blank mi again..hais..i'm nt in the mood to tok..nt in the mood to type..nt in the mood to sing..nt in the mood to study..hais..i dun feel lyk doin anithing except dreaming...hais..
tHiNgs wiLL neBeR b tHe saMe w/o eUuu...
-toremyheartintopiecesandpieces-
baobei asked mi pei him go temesek poly today..but i had to go back to skool at 3..but rod plus alot alot ppl called mi asking mi to pei him..saying wot he beri vexed blah blah..but i reali can't leave..keith were repeating every word they mentioned behind and one of their words strucked mi.. "25536 sae go b4 he break wif u" it reali strucked mi..and i was lyk huh?! i hate ppl especially mua stead to use tis type of things to threaten mi..i hate tat feeling..it shows mi tat he dun cherish tis relationship..even for my frens..if they wanna break frenship wif mi..it shows tat they dun even cherish the frenship between mi and them..it's the same..if they dun cherish..wot for i cherish..i'm tat kind of person..u may sae i'm unreasonable..or wot shit..but tell u seriously..tats the real mi..for the whole day..i'm juz telling my self tat bao bei has nth to do wif tat sentence..it's juz wot they sae..but tat sentence reali strucked mi..it broke my heart into pieces and pieces..it nearly made my tears fall..it almost made mi cut my self..it hurted mi..it tore my heart..and no one could help mi mend it back..hais..i reali duno wot to do nw lorx..hais..how? bwg arhs..its juz the blank mi again..hais..i'm nt in the mood to tok..nt in the mood to type..nt in the mood to sing..nt in the mood to study..hais..i dun feel lyk doin anithing except dreaming...hais..
tHiNgs wiLL neBeR b tHe saMe w/o eUuu...
-toremyheartintopiecesandpieces-
what we could have been, 2/22/2005 06:59:00 PM.
Monday, February 21
-duibuqiwoyourangnishiwangle-
today we hab tornament again le..wif chong cheng tis time..we left class at 11.50..tis match is a important one..cuz we won east spring le..won ngee ann le..so we hab to win tis match in order to get into the finals..finally..we won! lols..hehex..17 vs 16 hehex..althought we juz won by 1 mark..but..chong cheng seldom lose to other teams..hehex..the next matches r vs tkgs and anglican..hehez...i'm sure we can win 1 out of 2 rite? lols..=D
tml i hab remedial plus touch typing..from 2 all da way to 5..hais..but bao bei ask mi pei him go temesek poly to look at those courses..hais..how? i bu xiang go..actually nt bu xiang go..it's juz tat i duno which side i shld go..i already promised jason sim tat i will turn up tml..wot shld i do? hais..
mroeover..i'm beri beri stressed up recently..common tests recently..problems in wings...and even my personal problem..grr..i'm habing alot of stres..grr..i scared i cannot take it..grr..*stressed up*
-wotshldido?-
today we hab tornament again le..wif chong cheng tis time..we left class at 11.50..tis match is a important one..cuz we won east spring le..won ngee ann le..so we hab to win tis match in order to get into the finals..finally..we won! lols..hehex..17 vs 16 hehex..althought we juz won by 1 mark..but..chong cheng seldom lose to other teams..hehex..the next matches r vs tkgs and anglican..hehez...i'm sure we can win 1 out of 2 rite? lols..=D
tml i hab remedial plus touch typing..from 2 all da way to 5..hais..but bao bei ask mi pei him go temesek poly to look at those courses..hais..how? i bu xiang go..actually nt bu xiang go..it's juz tat i duno which side i shld go..i already promised jason sim tat i will turn up tml..wot shld i do? hais..
mroeover..i'm beri beri stressed up recently..common tests recently..problems in wings...and even my personal problem..grr..i'm habing alot of stres..grr..i scared i cannot take it..grr..*stressed up*
-wotshldido?-
what we could have been, 2/21/2005 10:44:00 PM.
Friday, February 18
-haokepa-
okay..today..alot things happen..wings had a talk and then rene..vivien..and mi went touch typing while pinky and ah gal went long john for lunch..after tat rene, nataline and mi went jacqueline hse downstairs wait for them..then i wanna niao niao..so they pei mi go up..their hse..super big sia..lols..then gt gold fish de..then gt dog..so cute..their dog gt tie hair de..then so cute..jacqueline say.."go!" then the dog will run inside the cage..so funny..cute sia.. then after tat..we proceed to long john to meet the others..then went upstairs to sort things out..then..i shall nt continue..=D after tat i juz went home la..nth else..i bought corn flakes yesterday..so i decided to try it out tonite..so i juz nw took out those corn flakes to try making..hehex..and i suceeded after 2 tries..bLeaHs..=) clever mi? no la..jie was beside mi teaching mi la..and her idea worked out instead of mine..=( hehex..its reaching 11 nw and i'm beri beri tired..*yawnx* hais..dun wanna tok le..i'm missing some one..hais..ai ni..
i'm tired but i refuse to let go my hand..
-missingu-
-iloveutoomuchtati'mafraidtoletugo-
okay..today..alot things happen..wings had a talk and then rene..vivien..and mi went touch typing while pinky and ah gal went long john for lunch..after tat rene, nataline and mi went jacqueline hse downstairs wait for them..then i wanna niao niao..so they pei mi go up..their hse..super big sia..lols..then gt gold fish de..then gt dog..so cute..their dog gt tie hair de..then so cute..jacqueline say.."go!" then the dog will run inside the cage..so funny..cute sia.. then after tat..we proceed to long john to meet the others..then went upstairs to sort things out..then..i shall nt continue..=D after tat i juz went home la..nth else..i bought corn flakes yesterday..so i decided to try it out tonite..so i juz nw took out those corn flakes to try making..hehex..and i suceeded after 2 tries..bLeaHs..=) clever mi? no la..jie was beside mi teaching mi la..and her idea worked out instead of mine..=( hehex..its reaching 11 nw and i'm beri beri tired..*yawnx* hais..dun wanna tok le..i'm missing some one..hais..ai ni..
i'm tired but i refuse to let go my hand..
-missingu-
-iloveutoomuchtati'mafraidtoletugo-
what we could have been, 2/18/2005 10:10:00 PM.
Thursday, February 17
-wozhufunimen-
two 2 guys out there..0409 and 0903..nw u hab got ur girl..cherish them and take gd gd care of them okay? muz nt let them b hurt worx..it hab been a long time i haben seen both of u all smile..but recently..i saw tat kind of smile again..tat kind of xin fu de smile..tat kind..i duno how to explain larx..but i juz feel tat u all might be beri beri xin fu at da moment...all da best okay? muz treat them gd gd arhx..*tears drop* hais..i reali duno how to continue writting..juz wanna wish both of u all da best..hao bu hao? can we still be frenx? i dun tink so bahs..hais..its impossible..hais..juz wanna sae a few words to both of u..dui bu qi..i'm so sorry..i didn't mean to hurt both of u all so badly..hais..it's mua turn to get hurt nw..i had mua punishment..dui bu qi..sorry..reali sorry..
-alldabest-
-haohaoquaiba-
two 2 guys out there..0409 and 0903..nw u hab got ur girl..cherish them and take gd gd care of them okay? muz nt let them b hurt worx..it hab been a long time i haben seen both of u all smile..but recently..i saw tat kind of smile again..tat kind of xin fu de smile..tat kind..i duno how to explain larx..but i juz feel tat u all might be beri beri xin fu at da moment...all da best okay? muz treat them gd gd arhx..*tears drop* hais..i reali duno how to continue writting..juz wanna wish both of u all da best..hao bu hao? can we still be frenx? i dun tink so bahs..hais..its impossible..hais..juz wanna sae a few words to both of u..dui bu qi..i'm so sorry..i didn't mean to hurt both of u all so badly..hais..it's mua turn to get hurt nw..i had mua punishment..dui bu qi..sorry..reali sorry..
-alldabest-
-haohaoquaiba-
what we could have been, 2/17/2005 07:12:00 PM.
-i'mmissingu-
bao bei..i miss u so much..i know u hab lost ur freedom..so tats y i'm beri beri gd to u already..gibing in everytime..let u decide on alot of things urself..hais..but how cum i gradually found out tat we r drifting apart? i hope wot i am feeling nw is nt true..i dun wish u would leave mi anitime..i reali misses u lots lots..i duno wot to sae liao..i alot alot of days nv c u le..abt 7 days le bahs? hais..pls pls pls dun lie to mi..i'm fragile..i cannot withstand lies..i will xin sui..i will..ming bai? if u wanna lie..pls dun let mi find out tat u r lieing to mi..trust mi..i will do things which no one will expect mi doin it..juz dun let mi find out tat u lied to mi..can? hais..do u noe how much it hurts to be missing u? i'm losing mua confidence and faith..pls help mi find it back..pls..
i love u so much tat i can't bear to let u go..i'm bleeding..mua heart is bleeding..i need the plaster frm ur heart..will u juz grant mi 1? pls..hais..sobs
-you=love+hurt+pain-
-iloveu-
bao bei..i miss u so much..i know u hab lost ur freedom..so tats y i'm beri beri gd to u already..gibing in everytime..let u decide on alot of things urself..hais..but how cum i gradually found out tat we r drifting apart? i hope wot i am feeling nw is nt true..i dun wish u would leave mi anitime..i reali misses u lots lots..i duno wot to sae liao..i alot alot of days nv c u le..abt 7 days le bahs? hais..pls pls pls dun lie to mi..i'm fragile..i cannot withstand lies..i will xin sui..i will..ming bai? if u wanna lie..pls dun let mi find out tat u r lieing to mi..trust mi..i will do things which no one will expect mi doin it..juz dun let mi find out tat u lied to mi..can? hais..do u noe how much it hurts to be missing u? i'm losing mua confidence and faith..pls help mi find it back..pls..
i love u so much tat i can't bear to let u go..i'm bleeding..mua heart is bleeding..i need the plaster frm ur heart..will u juz grant mi 1? pls..hais..sobs
-you=love+hurt+pain-
-iloveu-
what we could have been, 2/17/2005 07:00:00 PM.
Wednesday, February 16
-qingniaiwoduoyidian-
bao bei wrote a letter to mi today..=D asking whether i'm angry wif him..i like his last part..hehex..he sae.. "sorry for ignoring & nt gibing u enough love! sorry, tats wot i can say. I will gib u more love whn i regain my freedom. Darling, i reali love u, ai si ni le, muacks!!" hehex..then he drew heart shape instead of writting love tis word la..hehex..hao xiang hao xiang ta wo~ hehex..i so long nv c him le..missing him..bLeaHx..tml gt match nehs..gt common test also..hais..*stressed up* hais..hmm..wot is bao bei doin nw? slping? outside wif his frenz? bu zhi dao lars..hais..i also duno myself..i had a stupid tinking..i nearly gave mua heart to another impossible person..hais..i'm jealous..kekex..hais..i'm missing everyone..i'm missing the 3 of them..i reali duno hu shld mua heart goes to..shld i give it to 2 frm the past or 1 frm the present? but 2 frm the past does not even gives a damn abt mi..hais..*xiN toNg* neHs..=( hao luan de wo..wo bu yao bao bei leave mi..nw and foreva..not even once..i'm beri afraid..hais..hehex..pinky last time send mi a song..called missing u..by 1st Ladi..nice lorx..i lyk a few sentences... " things will never b the same without u..Cuz I miss your love so much, And I can't keep on living this way, I need you here with me...Why did you leave me, Why couldn't you just stay, Because my world is nothing without you, Now I don't know what to do with myself...I would've given you anything, Just to make you happy, Just to hear you say that you love me one last time..." hehex..nice rite? a few sentence i abstract frm the lyrics..so nice..i keep listening to tat song..hehex..nice marx..hehex..hais..i dun wanna tok le..so sianx..bLeaHs..i go listen to tat song le..so nice~ lols..hehex..okay okay..saYo neHs..=D good nitex to all..=PpP take care..gd luck to all bgss ppl cuz tml onwards is common test lo..hope i will pass all the test too..=D mUacKs tO aLL mUa jiE meIs aNd mUa baO beI~ =X aI ni meN woRx..=)
-wobunengmeiyouni-
-plsletmipassmuatests-
bao bei wrote a letter to mi today..=D asking whether i'm angry wif him..i like his last part..hehex..he sae.. "sorry for ignoring & nt gibing u enough love! sorry, tats wot i can say. I will gib u more love whn i regain my freedom. Darling, i reali love u, ai si ni le, muacks!!" hehex..then he drew heart shape instead of writting love tis word la..hehex..hao xiang hao xiang ta wo~ hehex..i so long nv c him le..missing him..bLeaHx..tml gt match nehs..gt common test also..hais..*stressed up* hais..hmm..wot is bao bei doin nw? slping? outside wif his frenz? bu zhi dao lars..hais..i also duno myself..i had a stupid tinking..i nearly gave mua heart to another impossible person..hais..i'm jealous..kekex..hais..i'm missing everyone..i'm missing the 3 of them..i reali duno hu shld mua heart goes to..shld i give it to 2 frm the past or 1 frm the present? but 2 frm the past does not even gives a damn abt mi..hais..*xiN toNg* neHs..=( hao luan de wo..wo bu yao bao bei leave mi..nw and foreva..not even once..i'm beri afraid..hais..hehex..pinky last time send mi a song..called missing u..by 1st Ladi..nice lorx..i lyk a few sentences... " things will never b the same without u..Cuz I miss your love so much, And I can't keep on living this way, I need you here with me...Why did you leave me, Why couldn't you just stay, Because my world is nothing without you, Now I don't know what to do with myself...I would've given you anything, Just to make you happy, Just to hear you say that you love me one last time..." hehex..nice rite? a few sentence i abstract frm the lyrics..so nice..i keep listening to tat song..hehex..nice marx..hehex..hais..i dun wanna tok le..so sianx..bLeaHs..i go listen to tat song le..so nice~ lols..hehex..okay okay..saYo neHs..=D good nitex to all..=PpP take care..gd luck to all bgss ppl cuz tml onwards is common test lo..hope i will pass all the test too..=D mUacKs tO aLL mUa jiE meIs aNd mUa baO beI~ =X aI ni meN woRx..=)
-wobunengmeiyouni-
-plsletmipassmuatests-
what we could have been, 2/16/2005 09:07:00 PM.
Tuesday, February 15
-happyvalentine'sday-
yesterday was valentine's...okay la..i didn't receive ani present..(sad to sae tat) hehex..bao bei haben buy things for mi..=( he gibing mi on fri.. hais..*xin tong* hehex..so mi , pinky , ah gal , glenn and wei lik went for movies..we watched i do i do..quite nice la..funny funny lorx..but i super sianx...so i beri bored..beri sianx..beri lonely..lyk tio ps lyk tat..grr...lols..then after tat we go take neo print..5 of us..and s.H.e take..then glenn and gal take together..pinky and wei lik take together also..hehex..sweet nehs..then i went home wif mami..hehex..so tired last nite..cuz after noon i gt tornament wot..wif east spring..then we won..they extend the match by 5 mins..cuz after 4 quarters..we draw wot..hehex..then aiya..jiu shi beri exciting jiu shi le lorx..then whn the wistle was blown..we all get on our feets and shout..scream..jump..hehex..hugging each other..i'm reali beri happi lorx..hehex..hope we can continue wining more and more matches..hahas..=D okay okay..i'm turning in..saYo neHs..niTex..=)
-haoxianghaoxiangbaobei-
yesterday was valentine's...okay la..i didn't receive ani present..(sad to sae tat) hehex..bao bei haben buy things for mi..=( he gibing mi on fri.. hais..*xin tong* hehex..so mi , pinky , ah gal , glenn and wei lik went for movies..we watched i do i do..quite nice la..funny funny lorx..but i super sianx...so i beri bored..beri sianx..beri lonely..lyk tio ps lyk tat..grr...lols..then after tat we go take neo print..5 of us..and s.H.e take..then glenn and gal take together..pinky and wei lik take together also..hehex..sweet nehs..then i went home wif mami..hehex..so tired last nite..cuz after noon i gt tornament wot..wif east spring..then we won..they extend the match by 5 mins..cuz after 4 quarters..we draw wot..hehex..then aiya..jiu shi beri exciting jiu shi le lorx..then whn the wistle was blown..we all get on our feets and shout..scream..jump..hehex..hugging each other..i'm reali beri happi lorx..hehex..hope we can continue wining more and more matches..hahas..=D okay okay..i'm turning in..saYo neHs..niTex..=)
-haoxianghaoxiangbaobei-
what we could have been, 2/15/2005 10:26:00 PM.
Sunday, February 13
-wohenpashiquni-
today told mami went bai nian..but we reach orchard at 10++ in da morning! lols..cineleisure wasn't open then..so we went kfc and had each person 2 piece of chicken and 1 cup of drink for breakfast..lols..scary rite? all mark's fault la..lols..then we walk the whole "closed" cineleisure..cuz no shops were open @ 10.30+ so we went to the top level..arcade..but the lady duno go where..alot ppl waited for her for half an hr..she haben appear..knn..then we ji tao pek chek..dun play liao..then we went heeren walk walk..then bought alot of clips..cuttie stuffs etc..saw shuai ge too worx..(working in 77th street) lols..okay la..quite gd looking bahs..but i lyk his hair..=X then went back to cineleisure to buy sling bag..hehex..then vivien and rene wanna go tm watch movie..meet frens..so mi and mark tag along..=P then we go converse..shitty coverse guy..lyk dun wanna do out business lyk tat..shoo off la..lols..then mua bball de shoes..no mua size de..kns..lousy shop! then we went back to bedok..cuz i gt tution..then after tution..i walked to inter meet ah gal..she went bugis wif glenn earlier on and bought tako pachi ball back for mi...octopus de nehs..=D then we meet mark..then go his hse..collect ang pao..then play card..i started wif 50 cents and in the end i gt 5 dollars back in return..hehex..pro seh? lols..no la..lucky nia la..nt pro lars..hehex..
hais..i nw beri luan..nt in the mood to say anithing nw..hais..nth could stop tat feeling..it's all happen again..i hab been habing tat feeling for a long time..hais..i duno how to discribe it..duno how to sae it out..duno how to express tat feeling out..duno how to stop it..duno how to cure it..aRhgRr~ pek chek ah..i dun hab the mood ani more..i feel lyk crying..feel lyk cutting mua self..or shld i sae..i hab cut mua self again..hais..
i'm lost. i'm lost again. very lost.
-imissu-
-i'mlostagain-
today told mami went bai nian..but we reach orchard at 10++ in da morning! lols..cineleisure wasn't open then..so we went kfc and had each person 2 piece of chicken and 1 cup of drink for breakfast..lols..scary rite? all mark's fault la..lols..then we walk the whole "closed" cineleisure..cuz no shops were open @ 10.30+ so we went to the top level..arcade..but the lady duno go where..alot ppl waited for her for half an hr..she haben appear..knn..then we ji tao pek chek..dun play liao..then we went heeren walk walk..then bought alot of clips..cuttie stuffs etc..saw shuai ge too worx..(working in 77th street) lols..okay la..quite gd looking bahs..but i lyk his hair..=X then went back to cineleisure to buy sling bag..hehex..then vivien and rene wanna go tm watch movie..meet frens..so mi and mark tag along..=P then we go converse..shitty coverse guy..lyk dun wanna do out business lyk tat..shoo off la..lols..then mua bball de shoes..no mua size de..kns..lousy shop! then we went back to bedok..cuz i gt tution..then after tution..i walked to inter meet ah gal..she went bugis wif glenn earlier on and bought tako pachi ball back for mi...octopus de nehs..=D then we meet mark..then go his hse..collect ang pao..then play card..i started wif 50 cents and in the end i gt 5 dollars back in return..hehex..pro seh? lols..no la..lucky nia la..nt pro lars..hehex..
hais..i nw beri luan..nt in the mood to say anithing nw..hais..nth could stop tat feeling..it's all happen again..i hab been habing tat feeling for a long time..hais..i duno how to discribe it..duno how to sae it out..duno how to express tat feeling out..duno how to stop it..duno how to cure it..aRhgRr~ pek chek ah..i dun hab the mood ani more..i feel lyk crying..feel lyk cutting mua self..or shld i sae..i hab cut mua self again..hais..
i'm lost. i'm lost again. very lost.
-imissu-
-i'mlostagain-
what we could have been, 2/13/2005 12:55:00 AM.
Thursday, February 10
-haoxianghaoxiangni-
hehex..i so happi..i'm nt happy b'cuz it's chu er gt ang pao take..it's b'cuz today is the 10th!! hehex..hao gao xing worx..bao bei shld b outside nw bahs..bai nian lorx..hais..miss him..hao bu rong yi walk till here..hais..duno i shld b happi or sad lehs..i beri luan..i juz noe i dun wish him to leave mi lorx..hehex..hope we can go thru alot alot of 10th(s)..okay? hehex..*wiNks* okay okay..i going out bai nian lo..saYo neHs..=)
bao bei..wo ai ni..dun eva leave mi okie? u will nv b replaced..=D
-henaihenaini-
-neberbreplaced-
hehex..i so happi..i'm nt happy b'cuz it's chu er gt ang pao take..it's b'cuz today is the 10th!! hehex..hao gao xing worx..bao bei shld b outside nw bahs..bai nian lorx..hais..miss him..hao bu rong yi walk till here..hais..duno i shld b happi or sad lehs..i beri luan..i juz noe i dun wish him to leave mi lorx..hehex..hope we can go thru alot alot of 10th(s)..okay? hehex..*wiNks* okay okay..i going out bai nian lo..saYo neHs..=)
bao bei..wo ai ni..dun eva leave mi okie? u will nv b replaced..=D
-henaihenaini-
-neberbreplaced-
what we could have been, 2/10/2005 01:46:00 PM.
Saturday, February 5
-attitudegal-
grr..i'm so f*cked up nw..duno y la..grr...duno wot tat fucking tution teacher told my mother..then she come kpkb mi..siao..the teacher teach chapter 1..but skool teaching chapter 2..so we beri luan..we sae out our comments gt wrong mehs? tats nt wot a tutor shld do mehs? then we pay for wot? let her shake legs mehs? grr.. then we nv gib they keep asking us for comments..then if we sae out our comments..they kpkb us..then wot u wan us to do? grr...
-attitudeproblemmi-
grr..i'm so f*cked up nw..duno y la..grr...duno wot tat fucking tution teacher told my mother..then she come kpkb mi..siao..the teacher teach chapter 1..but skool teaching chapter 2..so we beri luan..we sae out our comments gt wrong mehs? tats nt wot a tutor shld do mehs? then we pay for wot? let her shake legs mehs? grr.. then we nv gib they keep asking us for comments..then if we sae out our comments..they kpkb us..then wot u wan us to do? grr...
-attitudeproblemmi-
what we could have been, 2/05/2005 11:41:00 PM.
Friday, February 4
-haogaoxing-
basically..today after skool..i chiong back home then back to bedok MRT again..cuz i meeting wings plus jacqueline..hehex..then we all go orchard..so much fun lorx..we alight at somerset..then we go heeren find present..look here look there..even c nice nice clothes also cannot go in look look..cuz no time le..then we bo bian lorx..hab to sacrifies..haix..=( lols..aiya..nvm de la..wei le wo men de baobeis..nvm de la..next time c also can..then we went 77th street..then mi..rene..vivien and jacqueline bought 'something' frm there..hehex..i wun sae out de..bu ran nt fun lo..hehex..then we walk to cinileasure there c things again..then walk walk..then pinky bought her things..then we jacqueline saw a bag..lyk wei long and kian yi de..then we ben lai wanna buy de..sae hao buy the same bag de..tat means 6 of us buy the same bag..then we all choose army green..then ben lai is 15.90..then we bargain till the sale gal sae reduce till 14.30..beri cheap le lorx..which shop u buy de bag is sold at 14.30 de..moreover the brand is ink de lehs..but she sae she oni hab 4 army green and 2 black in tat shop..then we sae we wan all army green..then she called her ladyboss..then the ladyboss sae she take the 6 army green bags to bugis MRT station..we juz pick up frm her..jiu okie le..then we tink tink..aiya..no time le lars..then u noe wot the sales girl sae? she sae she will deliver to one of our houses..one of us de hse..then we settle our self..u where gt c ppl so gd de..buy bag lehs..still deliver to our hse..all da way frm orchard to bedok lorx..u all gt c b4 anot? then vivien and ah gal sae they juz bought bag..so they dun wan..then we tok tok tok beri long..then sae...aiya..dun wan la..nearly kanna kan by the sale girl..then we walk walk..then took neo-print..kekex..so fun lorx..we took twice..so kawaiii nehs..=D then we deco le we jiu go back home..then on mrt...baobei called mi..ask mi alight at lavender..then meet him..then i told him i cannot..need to chiong home..then baobei lyk abit angry and sad lyk tat lehs..hais..sorry baobei..wo bu shi gu yi de..i need to chiong home le..no time..sorry okie okie? sorry lars..=( forgib mi arhx..=PpP
-duibuqibaobei-
basically..today after skool..i chiong back home then back to bedok MRT again..cuz i meeting wings plus jacqueline..hehex..then we all go orchard..so much fun lorx..we alight at somerset..then we go heeren find present..look here look there..even c nice nice clothes also cannot go in look look..cuz no time le..then we bo bian lorx..hab to sacrifies..haix..=( lols..aiya..nvm de la..wei le wo men de baobeis..nvm de la..next time c also can..then we went 77th street..then mi..rene..vivien and jacqueline bought 'something' frm there..hehex..i wun sae out de..bu ran nt fun lo..hehex..then we walk to cinileasure there c things again..then walk walk..then pinky bought her things..then we jacqueline saw a bag..lyk wei long and kian yi de..then we ben lai wanna buy de..sae hao buy the same bag de..tat means 6 of us buy the same bag..then we all choose army green..then ben lai is 15.90..then we bargain till the sale gal sae reduce till 14.30..beri cheap le lorx..which shop u buy de bag is sold at 14.30 de..moreover the brand is ink de lehs..but she sae she oni hab 4 army green and 2 black in tat shop..then we sae we wan all army green..then she called her ladyboss..then the ladyboss sae she take the 6 army green bags to bugis MRT station..we juz pick up frm her..jiu okie le..then we tink tink..aiya..no time le lars..then u noe wot the sales girl sae? she sae she will deliver to one of our houses..one of us de hse..then we settle our self..u where gt c ppl so gd de..buy bag lehs..still deliver to our hse..all da way frm orchard to bedok lorx..u all gt c b4 anot? then vivien and ah gal sae they juz bought bag..so they dun wan..then we tok tok tok beri long..then sae...aiya..dun wan la..nearly kanna kan by the sale girl..then we walk walk..then took neo-print..kekex..so fun lorx..we took twice..so kawaiii nehs..=D then we deco le we jiu go back home..then on mrt...baobei called mi..ask mi alight at lavender..then meet him..then i told him i cannot..need to chiong home..then baobei lyk abit angry and sad lyk tat lehs..hais..sorry baobei..wo bu shi gu yi de..i need to chiong home le..no time..sorry okie okie? sorry lars..=( forgib mi arhx..=PpP
-duibuqibaobei-
what we could have been, 2/04/2005 07:33:00 PM.
Tuesday, February 1
-baobeiwoaini-
today could'nt find mua bao bei ani where..duno where he went..i tink he go home le bahs..=( then after skool i met someone to change phone..hahas..i so happi..3220..although juz a normal phone..but..hab camera!! hahas..i'm zi lian..u all dunno mehs? then i went inter wif ah gal and vivien..then eat KFC..then bao bei called mi..asked mi hu gt maths text book..then i told him ah gal hab..then he sae..okay..i come down nw..then duno wot he mumber..so soft..duno wot he toking..so i juz orhx orhx..then he kap..then we walk till 5++ then tired le..so went home..hais..i duno whether i am P.S-ing bao bei anot lehs..hais..hope i'm didn't..hope he didn't turn up.. hais..tian arhx..kaox..arhgrr...stomach pain!! how how how? pa tor tia!!! lols..haix..die die die..yawnx..hais..hope bao bei call mi bahs..so scared..
-baobeiwoyoumeiyouleaveualone?-
today could'nt find mua bao bei ani where..duno where he went..i tink he go home le bahs..=( then after skool i met someone to change phone..hahas..i so happi..3220..although juz a normal phone..but..hab camera!! hahas..i'm zi lian..u all dunno mehs? then i went inter wif ah gal and vivien..then eat KFC..then bao bei called mi..asked mi hu gt maths text book..then i told him ah gal hab..then he sae..okay..i come down nw..then duno wot he mumber..so soft..duno wot he toking..so i juz orhx orhx..then he kap..then we walk till 5++ then tired le..so went home..hais..i duno whether i am P.S-ing bao bei anot lehs..hais..hope i'm didn't..hope he didn't turn up.. hais..tian arhx..kaox..arhgrr...stomach pain!! how how how? pa tor tia!!! lols..haix..die die die..yawnx..hais..hope bao bei call mi bahs..so scared..
-baobeiwoyoumeiyouleaveualone?-
what we could have been, 2/01/2005 06:41:00 PM.
